Feeling so depressed right now...
not because of a failed love affair
not because of beeing totally uncreative today
not because of just having a bad day
...
it's because of beeing afraid to lose one of the most important persons in my life
there were times we had fun together...
we watched movies together or just stupid videos on Youtube
we talked about all out problems... or things which anrich life or make life difficult
we cried together when something bad happened or if we had trouble with some other... person called "father"
i was always there while she grows up
and now... i'm just the person she hates the most
this is how i